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I might look like a girl that is happy with what i have but honestly deep down im not i have been through so much in my life death threats from ex boyfriends being cheated on so many times beeing abused by friends and having a couple of deaths that have left me depressed. My boyfriends never treated me in a good way they always wanted something from me like i was the local slut or something and i was taught by my parents to always say no to those type of things so what do u think i did? I said no and obviously they wernt to happy with me so the eather cheated on me or misused me and it got to me. after a while i got with a guy in which i thaught was a realy nice guy but in the meen while he was a totl drunk and a wana be gangsta alway wanting to be with friends always leaving me on my own when i needed him the most, then his baby brother of 2 monthes passed away it was the worst thing ever i was so close to that little baby it just shatterd my heart i became hekticaly depressed i didn't want to go to school teachers were loading their anger on me and friends were letting me down so i left the school i met the best boyfriend ever and one day by accident he sent me an sms saying good luck with your test to day love you loads MWA. I red the sms i tryed to phone him and there was no answer i left school i had no tests so who was the sms for obviously not me? I got so angry at my self. I went to my parents bathe room and i opend a container of pills took a whole hand full and took four at a time i took 40 pills wanting to kill my self i sent my mother a good bye sms she phoned me an hour later i was almost out of it she asked for my dad so i gave the fone to my working partner and my mother rushed home i did not want to tell her what i ad done so we sat there for a while her talking to me trying to keep me consiouse she kept asking me what did u take and i did not answer her she rushed me to the hospital got me into casualty wher they shoved a pipe down my nose and into my stomache i so badly wanted to die i just sat there screaming i didnt know what was going on with me i overdosed on paracetamol said if a persone took to much of it would shut down all internal organs if not pumped out of the system. They pumped my stomache eventualy getting evry thing out they put me into icu where i layd for two days untill they put me into a normal ward where my boyfriend came to visit me with rosses in his hand i asked him who was the sms for and he said it was for me he said '' Your dad told my dad that you were starting night school some time that week so i desided to send you an sms. I was busy writing exames so i obviously didnt know what i was typing so i don't know where the test thing came from'' hje was so angry at me he cryed his eyes out lying next to me i had felt so bad but yet so angry. We worked things out and slowly got to trust eachother again still a bit wairy tho our love for each other is growing stronger by the day.
angelprincess added this comment 2008-08-17 13:14:21-05:00
Oh my gosh!!! cool
deathangel added this comment 2008-08-27 12:19:44-05:00
You must never do that again!!! No matter wat i will always be ther 4 u!
angelprincess added this comment 2008-08-17 13:14:21-05:00
Oh my gosh!!! cool
deathangel added this comment 2008-08-27 12:19:44-05:00
You must never do that again!!! No matter wat i will always be ther 4 u!