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Feeling of the heart
Okay. So im not gonna say that im the best looking girl out there. Or the best thing since sliced bread. but im a catch. i dont bitch that much. i have no problem with guys time or video games or beer drinking. but for the life of me i cant seem to keep a man. i donno what it is. I think back to my frist relationship and i remember all the things about it that i liked. but all the things that didnt work out. but the more i think about that i realize that i base alot of what i look for in a guy on that. On him. i look for the guy that doesnt mind that im smarter than them. i like to read and like to talk about the point of a movie and not just how cool it was i look for the guy that cute but not hot. i look for the guy that will chill on the couch watching whatever while i read and we cuddle. but i cant seem to find another one. I dated the hot guy that was a year of great sex. but not much else. i dated the smart guy he felt the need to explain everything to me. as if i didnt understand it. i dated the cuddler. he was just plan clingy. and my last one. he was almost perfect. He was more than cute. He didnt mind that i was smarter than him. He thought it was cool. He liked talking about what a moive was about. He thought my reading was cool. He even starting reading so we could talk about books. Cuddleing on the couch was what he wanted. but that was him with out Pot. When he starting smoking again he became a different person. and then he ended us because he couldnt handle it. Because all he wanted to do was get high, chill with the guys and play video games. And now. i donno what i want. well, i know what i want but i donno if im ever gonna find it again. I have this friend that i am very confused about. I know he is smart. i think we equal on that. I know he doesnt mind that i read. once again he thinks its cool. Movies we can talk about. but i dont know what i want to do with it. I dont know if i wanna try somthing with him and risk the friendship. but at this point. i knew he had a thing for me in the past. and he kissed me the other week. but i didnt think of him this way until after he kissed me. i donno. i guess whats ment to be will be. i just have to deal with it until then.
jasminex07 added this comment 2010-02-26 22:57:35-06:00
niceee samee wayy.
breezylynn added this comment 2008-02-11 09:48:07-06:00
It always works out the way it should. You'll do the right thing because you'll do what your heart tells you to do..and that's all that matters!
numiii added this comment 2010-04-16 23:47:31-05:00
deep.
jasminex07 added this comment 2010-02-26 22:57:35-06:00
niceee samee wayy.
breezylynn added this comment 2008-02-11 09:48:07-06:00
It always works out the way it should. You'll do the right thing because you'll do what your heart tells you to do..and that's all that matters!
numiii added this comment 2010-04-16 23:47:31-05:00
deep.