Skip to main content
Like
Create new Glog
previous
next
Email share
53 views | 1 likes | 0 reposts
I have been thinking alot lately. i mean i have had alot of time to myself to think. So i have been thinking. I have got in touch with some old friends in ways that i never thought would happen. But in the same token i have let so many friends go that i feel like a bad person because i am not part of that life anymore. And i think about that if i dont talk to them anymore because i am not part of that then were we only friends because of it? And if we were only friends because we were all part of that sence then why do i still hold on to the phone numbers and pictures? Does this mean that we have just grown apart like "Childhood friends" even tho we were "Adults"? And if this is happening with people from a year ago what is going to happen to the people i call friends now? I mean i know there are people that come and go in life. I have accepted that. I have moved and lost contact with too many people to not understand that. But i pride myself in being a good friend and being there for the people that need me. And i feel like over the last year that i have let so many people down and that i have become a COMPELETELY different person. And i know that alot about me has changed. But i think it is mostly for the better. Yet if i think i am changing for the better but have left others behind.. does that mean that some part of me thinks that they were bad for me? And if they were bad for me. How come i have such happy memories with them? And why do i feel that some of the people that i have lost contact with are some of the best people to come into my life? And if i think they are some of the best people. Is that the old me thinking that or the current me? Or maybe i feel that way because of the time in my life that they were apart of? I donno these are just some thoughts. I’m sure more are to come.
