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If You Read My Entries You Know Who Drew Is. He's My Ex Boyfriend From Texas. He's The Love Of My Life, Always Has Been... Always Will Be. Anyway, We Go Through These Phases Where We're Best Friends, We Date, We Stop Talking... Repeat Over And Over. Well, I Haven't Talked To Drew For Almost A Year. Like Usual. Well, My Mom And I Were Talking About Him The Other Night. We Were Remembering Memories We All Made When He Was Here. Then She Asked Me If I Missed Him. My Response Was "Of Course I Do. I Always Will. But If We're Meant To Be To Friends Or To Be Together, He'll Message Me. It Will Happen." Sure Enough, Not Even Two Days Later, I Got A Message On Facebook From Him. Crazy Huh? But It Wasn't The First Time That's Happened. About A Year Ago, The Same Thing Happened. After He Came Up Here For A Week, We Stopped Talking Because We Got Into A Fight. Well, Almost A Year Later... My Mom And I Drove Past The Airport Which Of Course Triggered Old Memories. Almost The Same Conversation Took Place, And Not Even A Few Days After.... He Was Messaging Me. I Find It Very Strange. It's Really Ironic Though. But What I Don't Get... Is That Drew Is Dating Some. He Has Been For A While I Think. So Why Is He Messaging Me? My Favorite Author Wrote In His Book "The Notebook" Noah, One Of The Main Characters, Saying "...You Wouldn't Be Here If There Wasn't Something Missing." And I Think Thats What It Is. He's Happy. Or So I Think. He Has A Girlfriend. So Whats Missing? Exactly... I Don't Know Either. I Just Find It Strange. I Guess We'll Just Have To See Where Everything Goes. To This Day, I Still See Myself Getting Married To Him, Having Kids, And Spending The Rest Of My Life With Him. I Have Since I Was 15 Years Old. I Can Still Describe Every Detail Of Him And The Time He Spent Here, Like It Was Yesterday. I Could Write A Damn Book About EVERY Feeling I Got When I Was With Him, And That Would'nt Even Begin To Explain. That Was Two Years Ago. Nothing Has Changed. As Many Times That We've Walked Through Hell And Back Together, I Still Love Him More Than Anyone I Ever Have. We Have Such A Long, Detailed History Together... Nobody Could Compare To It. Not Even His Girlfriend Now. I Want Him To Always Have That Place In My Heart. No Matter Where Life Takes Us In The Future, My Feelings For Him Will Never Change. He'll Always Be My First Love. I'm Just Hoping That One Day, Before It's Too Late, He'll Realize We Are Meant To Be Together. If Not, I'm Strong Enough To Move On. I'd Just Rather Not Without The Other Half Of Me... The Other Half Of My Heart.
We Are Meant To Be Together.
