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Loss Of Words.
For The First Time In A Long Time, I Finally Don't Know What To Say. I've Run Out Of Words. It's Not I'm Sad Or Upset, But I'm Definitely Not Happy Either. My Life Seems Full, But At The Same Time... It Feels So Empty. I Have Everything And Everyone I Need. I Think. So What's Wrong Here? I'm Not Sure. My Life Seems Good. I Have An Awesome Job, An Okay Car, My Family And Friends Are Awesome. So Why Do I Feel So Bland? I Think It Might Be The Little Things That Make Me Sad. It's The Little Things Inside The Main Parts Of My Life That Bring Me Down. They Should'nt... But They Do. My Family Is Amazing, But Inside Of It... Everyone Fights. And Yes, Everyone In Life Fights. But Not Like This. Not This Often. It's Unnecessary. I Have Some Pretty Cool Friends, But At The Same Time, They're Never Really There For Me. My Best Friend Anna Is So Happy I Don't Want To Ruin Her Mood And Bring Her Down. Everyone Else Here Just Doesn't Care. Relationships, Shane Is Cool.. But Not Always The Best. I'm Constantly Reminding Me Of When I Was With Drew. Now, I Don't Know If It's Because The 2 Year Anniversary Of Him Flying Out Here Is Coming Up, Or If It's The Fact That He's Happy And In Love With Someone Else And I'm Not Happy At All, But It's So Frustrating. And I Can't Help Any Of It. I've Been Trying So Hard To Keep My Head Held High, And Trust Me, It's Not Easy. But I Have To. I Know That Eventually, When It's Time... Things Will Turn Around. Even Though Everyone Is Happily In Love With Their Boyfriends Or Engaged And Getting Married Soon, I Always Think About How I'm Still A Teenager (Only For A Month And 18 Days) And I Still Have Plenty Of Time For Mr. Right To Find Me. Even Though My Family Is Fighting, I Think Of How Soon Enough I'll Be Able To Move Out And Not Worry About Everything. Even Though My Life Feels Like It Sucks Right Now, I Just Have To Remember How Truly Blessed I Am, And Continue With My Head Held High. Otherwise, I'll Give Up. And That's Not Who I Am At All. So Here's Some Advice For My Glogster Buddies, Your Life Might Be Shitty, And You Might Feel Like Crap... But You Can Get Through Anything. Trust Me, I'm Pretty Sure I've Been To Hell And Back With Everything. I Pretty Much Just Gave Myself Some Advice With This Glog lol But Just Remember That The Good Things In Life Will Be Around The Corner. They Always Are, So Don't Ever Give Up. You'll Can Do Anything. Stay Strong! <3
