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The First One Is The Worst One... When It Comes To A Broken Heart.

Things Lately Have Not Been Good At All. Life For Me Seems To Be Spiraling Downward Quickly. I Mean, Don't Get Me Wrong... I've Very Aware Of The Things In Life I'm Very Lucky To Have... But This Is Just Too Out Of Control. I Hate The Feeling Of Being Sad All The Time. I Try To Move On, And Most Of The Time... I'm Very Good About Temorarily Forgetting Things. But It Just Hurts. And I Know It Will Take A Long Time To Heal From This.... First Things First, I'm 98% Sure That Drew And I Are Over. I'm Sure I've Posted Stories About This In Previous Glogs, But We Haven't Actually Talked Since July. I've Recived A Few Messages And Texts Here And There, But We Haven't Spoken For A Whole Month Straight. So One Night, I Texted Him And Said, "So I've Been Praying About Us And Our Situation, And I Think It's Time We Talked..." His Response? Nothing. I Waited For A Few Hours... And I Got Nothing. So, I Texted Him "Ok, Well Since You're Ignoring Me And Never Want To Talk To Me... I Assume That You Don't Want This Anymore. So, Thanks For Everything. I Will Always Love And Care For You. I'll Always Be Here. Don't Forget That. Hopefully We Can Talk Someday." And I Left It At That. And Trust Me, That Was Sooo Incredibly Hard. That Night, I Took Down Every Picture Of Us, I Put All His Stuff In A Box And Put It Under My Bed. It Was Hard Enough Not To Think About Us, And Seeing Pictures Of Us And His Stuff Laying Around In My Room Wouldn't Make It Any Easier. I Cried For A Very Long Time. (Which Explains The Picture Above.) He Was And Always Will Be My First Love. Our Ending May Have Been Super Hard, But I'll Always Love Him. Dealing With That, Other Things Like School And Family/Friend Drama Are Catching Back Up To Me. School At Times Can Be Soooo Overwhelming, And I've Been Feeling It A Lot Lately. It's Like I'm Suffocating. I Haven't Had I Day Just To Breathe In A While. I Just Want To Spend ONE Quiet Day All Alone In Bed, Or Out Doing My Own Thing And Just Relax. That Won't Happen, But It Would Be Nice :) So I Guess What I'm Saying, Is That Life For Me Right Now Is Taking A Turn For The Worst. Who Knows Where Things Are Heading, But It's All In Gods Hands Now. I Just Hope That Everything Will Get Better Very Soon. I Miss Living Happily And Not Having To Worry About Stuff Like This. Ugh. Anyways, Wish Me Luck <333

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aliiiii added this comment 2009-10-03 00:52:41-05:00

Thank You. Yeah, It's For Sure Very Hard To Move On, Especially Him Being My First Love And Stuff, But Things Happen For A Reason. If It Was Meant To Be, He'll Come Back. If Not, It Wasn't Meant To Be.

soccerstarr723 added this comment 2009-10-02 16:34:11-05:00

aww, i never knew Drew but he seemde nice, but ali, there are others out there mabee better, mabee not but just take it easy and forget the old and look foward to the fortuere <3 u always, Madddie

ambeeeeeeee added this comment 2009-10-01 00:58:05-05:00

aww, i can so relate with the whole break up thing. :(

taybug123 added this comment 2009-11-05 14:01:12-06:00

Ali babygirl im pretty dang sure u will find you another man better than drew! so forget tha past and go twords tha future! i know its hard to look pass your first love but u will find another name better than drew one day! i love you girl!<3

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