cannot hurt them anymore

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So here is what i am in this time. So my bff, Angel, is a guy. And i have a bf, Oscar. So i can see and tell that they dont like eachother. That hurts me a little. Though i know my bf can tell that i want Angel around cause he is my bff, i know that if he had the chance, he would pull me away from him. Though he wouldnt say that out loud. And i love them both but for different reasons. I feel like Bella Swan because she is torn between the approval of her best friend, Jacob Black, and waiting for her bf and hubby, to marry her and become a vamp. Though i am waiting for no marrage and not to become a vampire, i feel pretty much the same. So Angel has had a crush on me for a really long time. And when he would ask me out, i'd say no. I got into a relationship with oscar a month or so ago and i <3 him. but i can see that it hurts angel's feelings so i laid low for a while. But i couldnt stall forever. So oscar and i started to hold hands. Angel got upset by that. I could see it. And it is a natural thing that when i see angel in the morning at school i give him a hug, but i can see that that upsets oscar. And it hurts me to see them both upset. oscar and i stopped holding hands for a while but we still hug. The best i can explain it is that when i go to school, i dont give oscar a hug because a hug to me means, okay i am glad ur here but god i wish you could leave at some time. So when i see oscar in the morning, i dont hug him for that very reason. I value the time i have with him. So when i see him in the morning i am valuing that time with him. And not wasting time hugging him, rather than talking and hanging out. Anyway, so i can see that having two guys as a major part in my life is weird and that it hurts the two involved. But i cannot break up with oscar and i cannot dump angel for another bff. i need advice on what to do. I cannot hurt them anymore. Plz tell me ur advice in the comment box. I NEED ADVICE!

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andie10496 added this comment 2009-07-19 14:48:03-05:00

but does the past hurt you?

mrpaco added this comment 2009-05-11 00:06:52-05:00

I've read what you girls typed, and i can assure you, nothing has changed Whats been said in the past doesnt matter to me

andie10496 added this comment 2009-05-09 12:52:26-05:00

yea i did say that angie but i changed my mind! god and what if oscar see's this he'll get the wrong impression

angie18 added this comment 2009-05-08 23:18:51-05:00

I honestly think friends are REALLY important. But u love oscar.I think u should hang out with them at different times. Didn't u say u thought Angel is hot? I am confused Andie!!!!!

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