i will return.

anewday

,Canada

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Home, it is time to leave you behind.

I am leaving soon, very soon. The life I want to have is just around the corner. Everything I want to be relies on experiences I hope to gather away from here. Yet everything I am came from this place, my home. So much of this year has been spent anticipating the time when I could leave, and now, the time has come. I'm unprepared. I haven't packed away a single thing. I still have so many fleeting emotions, ideas and fantasies to contain. There is someone that I'm certain wants me by their side, someone, that became over invested - as had I - and is now coming to the harsh realization that everyone he has is leaving. Others close to me are vanishing to the same province as me. I hope to visit them. Certain people are closer to you than others, hold a little bit of your lust and dreams in their pockets; they make you try hard to make things happen. I haven't tried. I want to try, but distance makes things harder. There are other relationships that are unbreakable, resiliant to change, relationships that ground you. I know that my best friends are always there. Friendships with boys are so much harder to maintain. I have those closest to me to share any or all of my joys, sorrows, lusts, curiousities, frustrations, and memories with. With these certain people distance makes no difference. Only time does. I will leave, I will hope for the best, I will strive to have fun, I will visit with those I left behind, I will take every opportunity I can to change who I am and I will return a changed person.