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Photo By Allison Ross (me duuh)
everyone thinks my life is sooo amazing so perfect and that i always get everything i want. i'm a spoiled brat whose dad cant refuse her anything. i always get the guy i want and blah blah truth is my life isnt perfect at all. I HATE IT! soo many people hate me soo many people think im a bitch. I've hurt alot of people and its like all my actions are catching up with me. I just want to be to be happy, and like the harder i try to be happy it seems like the more i get depressed. the only guy i want to be with, actually the only two guys i want to be with, cant even be with me, i've realized my best friend is a bitch, a liar.. and not really that honest. I always have a huge smile on my face and everyone thinks that theres never a bad day for me, truth is i am screaming inside. i want to leave, runaway. get out of here. i have comittment issues. Aaron hurt me soo badly. i let him in and let him get sooo so vvery close to my heart. he was the one guy that i thought loved me and made me feel special...turned out it was all a lie. I never ever want to feel that pain again. i will NEVER let anyone that close again it hurt to bad. i cant. not again. i am scared to get hurt. i am scared to trust. i am scared that there might actually be someone out ther that it waiting to sweep me off my feet and treat me right. its like i'm not a whore.so why am i looked at as one. what?? cause i have
alot of guy friends? hmm sorry their easier to talk to. i am just so sick of this town. sick of the drama. the peopl the way nothing ever seems to be good enough. i just w to leave. but i guess i've brought alot of this upon mysel and its only me who can fix it.greeeat (: <3
HELP ME
PLEASE!
somebody....
ugggh.
i want a new life.
