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Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. Why did he have to come into my life and be so. . . so. . . different. but he was different in the way that i noticed him. he wasnt just a guy that day he was a friend, one that could give me goosebumps if i heard him laugh, it was magical, and beautiful. he was beautiful. nobody could ever make me not love him, but then that one day. that stupid day i left everything we had together for something i didnt want before. i just wanted to leave. now i want him and everything back but he would never take me back, not after i left him, not after i forgot about him and treated him that way. not ever. but one day, when i see him again, ill tell him. ill tell him what i felt for him and how sorry i am. and the worst part is, i knew we were ment to be together, us meeting, us being together, that was no accident. i was in love. and i let it go. . . dont ever let it go if you have 2nd thoughts, and dont ever, leave them without a second thought. we were in love and i let it go, we were and love and i forgot about him. yet i know he loved me too. and all because of one stupid girl, its over, ME.
