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I broke my promises, and I made many mistakes. I told you id stop something before it went too far. But I lied because I never thought itd end up like this. I never thought id be in this situation, needing a shoulder to cry on. I never thought id be sitting here thinking it was true. everything ive done....and every lie ive told, everytime you heard me cry over this...shouldnt have happened. You shouldnt have beem the ones to tell me no, noone should. I shouldve seen it in front of me, and dropped it all. Now im fucked, and I cant take anything back. And it sucks even more because I have to live through something to understand that its really true. And I have to live through it to make sure it doesnt happen again. The rumors came to life before me, and are now
becoming true. Its funny too cause he said hed never leave my side, and that no matter what he wouldnt fuck me over. What a lie that was cause now hes somewhere else, and hes ''in love'' with someone else. The only reason he loves anyone is if he gets laid. I thought he solved all my problems. But I sure was wrong. For a while, he was my prtocector. Around him there was no fear or pain. But now im just screwed over with both, and he'll never know. Even if it is true, hes not gonna know. I wont tell him because I dont want it to be that way. I dont want to be stuck with him the rest of my life. Its too difficult to even live with this guilt and regret. You guys stuck by my side through it all, and I never thanked you. I just pretty much used you for help and advice which I never
Made use of anyway. You guys watched it come together, and you watched me fall apart right in front of you. You provided me help, and I never took it. And now im sitting here, regretting, and you still sit here and help me out as best you can. For you guys it might not mean so much to help me out, but for me it means the world. And I know that no matter what your going to be there to help me through it, and I thank you both sooo much for being there and dealing with my shit.
