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Mother <3 * i did this in your two favorite colors* i know you are gone and i can never bring you back but i want you to know that i love you . you were the best mom . like grandma says the ''Disease'' took over you . you started drinking alot , we got taken away from you . and we all tried to block the fact that you were not getting better out of our minds . When you would call me i would know if you were drunk or sober; you had started drinking so much that i could tell from your voice if you were drunk or not . it hurt when the kids at school would ask me where my mom was and why i didnt live with her . i had to make up some lame excuse and it would hurt . I loved you but i hated that you loved drinking more then D && Me . I thought you were gonna get better . i thought that we were gonna be able to do everything you said we were gonna do and maybe even more . i remember you cried the day i told you i wanted to be a lawyer; i guess you were proud of me . You were not the judging type; you loved me for what was inside , I remember you got upset one time when i called myself ugly; you said i wasnt <3 you promised you were gonna get better and pick us up; you promised you would be there for prom or my first date or my graduation . we had so many plans you would not even believe . we were gonna do so many things(: the mother and daughter duo <3 but then you died . You used to call me everyday and now you dont; sometimes i cry because i cant remember your laugh or your voice . Sometimes i cry when i hear some thing you used to like, sometimes i cry when i see your picture sometimes i cry when i wear the clothes you gave me & sometimes i cry when i think of you . i really can not believe you are gone; If i would have just called you at thee exact second you died ,aybe you would be still alive , and i wouldn't be writing this . mommy i love & miss you so very much . < 3 02/10/74-10/11/09 <3
