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Tyler's Gone. It sucks. I dont know how to handle it really. Because we said we could date other people, but i still like him... and he still calls me and ... its weird. I try not to overanalyse it. but we know how well that works
may 26, 2008
So im 98% out of Mboro. Its bizarre. I hung out with Liz, and felt totally out of place. I hope Franklin will start to feel like home soon... or at least a temporary one.
So aparently i have a problem with trust, and forgiveness and vulnerability. I never thought sex would lead me to emotional realizations. The inability to come is the inability to relax/connect/release/trust... I realized it wednesday, blogged about it thursday, talked about it saturday and Sunday at My New Church, heard about it and cried. I guess i have a lot of stuff to work through, which i never thought i did. Im more fucked up than i realized. Not in a woe is me kinda way but in a if i dont figure out how to get through this i will miss out on fundamental human experiences and true relationships. And i want them. I want real deep connectivity with other people. I want to fall in real, true love. I want to have crazy awesome sex. So here goes nothing...
FRANKLIN. HOW WILL I TOLERATE YOU? JESUS I NEED HELP
I need another job. I need to get out of the house and make$$ for NYC
emmysue added this comment 2008-05-27 18:07:23-05:00
praying for you girl!
emmysue added this comment 2008-05-27 18:07:23-05:00
praying for you girl!