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March 30. 2008
Church this morning was good times. It was all about worship and one of the points was that you worship whether you feel like it or not - very rarely will you feel like it but very often (read: always) He deserves it. Before service even started i just felt these words come to me - remember how big and scary NYC is..."God is bigger than New York."- Then a girl gave testimony about God providing the money for her trip to France - and i felt God saying he'd do the same for me. During alter time i felt like i needed prayer even though i didnt know what to ask for. So i waited for a vaguely familiar female which happened to be Pastor Barbie. I went up and babbled this barely coherent "I'm in a weird time...transitional ....dont really know what to do...blah..." And she prayed for me. Saying that God has plans bigger than my own dreams and that there is a black rich soil in my life now and i have been prepared for this time and its time to plant in terms of the Word and friendships. And if i ever felt fear or anxiety it wasnt God, but if i felt drawn then it was. Immediately after that guy who always sits behind us told me he really appreciated me auditioning for YAGMCB and he hoped i could come out again because "you really have chops. I watch you and see an actor i really want to direct." Soooooo theres that.
I have a bit of a crush on this Tyler kid whose make up i do. Grapevine says he's talking to Kathryn. Which, of course, makes me like him more...
**Sigh...** Oh, Eric Klumpe. I want to steal you from your wife. You big old hyper nerd you. You were born like 35 years too early....
Today was good. I got up early and did all the dishes. cleaned the kitchen and bedroom, mopped vaccuumed and chopped up all my veggies. I ate a lot of broccoli cheese soup and it was yummy.
yea, this stopped being fun like two years ago...
I went out with the RIY crew after the show opening night. They were hottubbing in the 40 degree rain. whilst drinking lots of miller light. I was tired and cold and didnt want to get soaked and wake up miserable so i just sat on the side and talked. Then it struck me. This is really the nighlight of their week. There is nothing better they like doing. The most they have to look forward to is this drunken wet underwear, communal bath. I no longer felt not cool enough... i just felt s...............sorry for them
