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Your Deployment
There is so much I feel like I cannot tell you. So much that bothers me about this, therefore so much that I have to repress. I love you unbelievably. Yet, much bothers me about you and your duties. I know what I got myself into, therefore I feel as if I cannot express myself, my opinions on this. You ask me what is wrong, I tell you, but get the same answer, ''you know what you were getting yourself into.'' Yes I know when I first met you, and yes I still know. For this reason, I feel I cannot tell you, the one person who I should be able to disclose everything to. I dislike the distance, I cannot feel close. I fear myself, I doubt my self control at times. I love you and don't want to hurt you, but I don't know how strong I am. A second deployment right after this first may just kill me.
I feel alone. I want you back. I miss you so. I dream my dreams, wishing they could come true.
