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I'm sorry but I just don't believe you any longer. I always believed that you were happy with this life you have... But you only seem that way. 'Cause backstage, when you aint playing on your guitar, you don't smile. You look like a zombie. I've never seen a human, so beautiful as you, but at the same time you look broken. I still regonize that look in your eyes when I see a picture of you. I don't believe any word that escapes from your lips. I don't believe any letter that you write, every word has lost their meaning since that day. I realise that what I saw in your eyes, only a few minutes, was fear. You looked afraid of the world. Afraid of your own fans.
It hurts to know that you didn't saw me, 'cause all you saw was air. Like I didn't stood there at all. That's harder then when you don't see me in the the crowd... I stood there, but I was inviseble. I saw you, you weren't smiling. I saw the reality. Every day when I see a picture of you, I see the pain in your eyes. I saw your life and you don't know it. But I don't believe you anymore when you say you're happy. I don't believe you. You can fool the world, but you can't fool me, Tom Kaulitz.
