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caitlyn1889

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I never knew what love was before I met her. Everyone told me that I was too young to be in love. But isn't everyone in love all the time? I mean, parents have chiledren, children love their parents and then the children have children. I love my cousin because she's always there for me. But does this mean that I can't feel love?

I feel in love with the most amazing girl ever. Her name is Tiffany. Beautiful as it rolls from lips. She has the most amazing laugh and smile and soul. Tiffany was the most genuine person that I have ever met.

One day Tiffany decided that she had gotten too close to me. We had a huge fight and Tiffany has vowed never to speak to me ever again. It doesn't help that I lied to Tiffany about how I live my life. I told her that my father beat me, my mother neglected me and that I had cut myself thousands of times before and that I was always depressed. None of it happened. I am always depressed however. I never cut myself because I never drive myself to do it, trust me I've tried. The point was, when Tiffany was my coach, I lied to her at an away game, to her face. I promised her that I'd never lie to her again and that was our biggest promise. I broke that when I fell in love with her. Is it a waste of time to keep all the other promises that I made to Tiffany? Please, I need your help. I am so confused on what to do anymore. She's on my mind all the time, I dream about her, her pictures are burned into my mind and her name is burned under my eyelids (not literally). I miss everything about her. Please help me on how to feel good about myself again and to forget Tiffany for good. ~Caitlyn

''Things you lose have a way of coming back to you if not always in the way you expect them to.''

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caitlyn1889 added this comment 2008-08-08 02:54:21-05:00

Look, Tiffany will never speak to me again. I have accepted that she has moved on. I tried to speak to her once a few weeks ago, she didn't respond and I don't think she ever will. I don't believe in god and I don't want too. I miss Tiffany forever and always but there's always a line between giving up and always thinking about doing this and that and I'm there. Do I give up on Tiffany and everything that she did or keep what I promised to her and live life with her in memory. That's where I am.

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