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Hate stirs up strife, but love covers all sins. Proverbs 10:12
I had such a great morning. My cell group went out to lunch at Chilies. Bethany paid for mine which was really sweet, and Kalei was a good girl. She went to sleep after I covered her car seat with a blanket so she couldn't see all the very interesting things going on. Problem is, she only slept for about 30 minutes. Then this afternoon, I put her to bed before I really should have, and she didn't sleep for any longer than an hour. Now she's so crabby that it's making me crabby!! I have her in her swing, and she's just sitting there looking at me with her arms at her sides, not even kicking her legs or anything. It's very rare that Kalei ever stops moving. She's her Daddy's girl.
Kalei sucks her thumb. You should all know that because I keep showing photos. She used to always suck on her left thumb, but the last couple days she's started swapping over and sucking her right one. She's not quite as good at it though, and it looks silly somehow. Aaron still says that he doesn't like her to suck her thumb, but he doesn't stop her anymore. I think many people have put him down about it. Some (most) people didn't do it nicely, and anyway, what's it to them if he doesn't want his daughter to suck her thumb? Kalei is his daughter after all, and we will do what we think is best. That's something that bothers me you know? How people that want to help even when we don't want their help. I don't know if it doesn't occur to them that we might not want their help, or if they just do it behind our backs because they know we don't. I think one day I might get so mad that I'll just blow up. I always swore I would when I was younger and at home too, and I never did until I was pregnant. Then I'd tell anyone anything. When I was at home that is. Now I'm exactly the oposite. No one would know what I'm thinking because I don't trust anyone but Aaron and Kalei over here to respect what I believe. I see people all the time talking about something they believe and looking at me in that way. That way that means they're saying something relevant but the REAL reason they're saying it is so that I will hear it, and hopefully change. Pfft. Whatever. I keep waiting for the day when they all gang up on me and tell me that either they'd love for me to be spiritised or else that God wants me to be. I love them all because they're lovely people, but I don't want their holy spirit. Ever felt that it's just time to get out of a place, but had no way to do it? I keep thinking in horror of Granny teaching Kalei all the stuff she believes, and it makes me so mad. For some reason I don't mind Aaron so much, because he's not as... well, (insane is the only thing coming to mind, so I have to keep thinking) zealous? about it.
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I'm craving hot chocolate!
Thursday, 27 February, 2008
iamdrama added this comment 2008-02-28 18:55:15-06:00
Awww Aaron let her suck her thumb!! She can be cool like me :}
iamdrama added this comment 2008-02-28 18:55:15-06:00
Awww Aaron let her suck her thumb!! She can be cool like me :}