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WEIGHT LOSS STRUGGLE
So...I am struggling with losing the weight I gained about two years ago...70 pounds of it. I lost 30, then gained it all back apparently, now I'm depressed and don't know what to do. It really sucks. I feel overwhelmed and worthless because I can't even get off my a** and just do it already. I was supposed to be about 160 by spring, well...nope. Not even close...about 40 pounds off from my spring goal. It really sucks when you used to be thin, you see pictures of your old self, and then you look at yourself in the mirror and say... WTF happened? So, those of you who will tell me to be happy with who you are, bull. I WAS happy with who I WAS. But, not anymore. Now I feel like an over-stuffed whale with no motivation, no self-control or respect and feel like I'll be stuck in this rut forever. Because no matter how hard I try it won't seem to come off and let me be free and be the skinny girl that I am inside. When I lose the 70 pounds I'll be happy again. But it would be nice every once in a while to hear that I'm still beautiful, even after I ate myself into a deep depression and excessive weight gain. Le sadz.
youngmedicalintern added this comment 2011-06-30 09:17:43-05:00
hah..eternal fight against weight here...sorry !
12hsmile added this comment 2011-04-06 16:39:12-05:00
thats too bad:( Maybe a dietition could help you.
youngmedicalintern added this comment 2011-06-30 09:17:43-05:00
hah..eternal fight against weight here...sorry !
12hsmile added this comment 2011-04-06 16:39:12-05:00
thats too bad:( Maybe a dietition could help you.