our darlin baby didnt last very long mommy and daddy will get u ur little sister or brother

i did it princess me and daddy made u a little sister or brother and i even went doctors to get the proper care unfortuanly once again

going to snap outta this stupid behaviour for my man and hopefully my bump should find out tuesday is lilys going to be a big sister =]

goods not worth living my life what do i have to live for any longer

head is ppretty fucked up i think i might need mental help maybe what she said was right maybe i am damaged goods attcually i am damaged

me like lily gonna go bed i hope i dont wake in the morning i dont wish to have this pain no longer or am i just being selfish i dunno

fiance and hopefully our baby fingers crossed that i end up being pregnat again lou can come with me the babes no choice unless she leaves

give no point in living gonna run and never stop what have i got here a family who will disown me in a few weeks no freinds all i have is a

would give up on my life right now if it wasnt for my lou lou and hopefully fingers crossed our baby i cant cope any longer =[

im always attacked

wish i was skinny and pretty and like these celebs in my magazines guess i need a merical as im short fat and ugly that must be reason

ouch bitch that hurt hope u get what u deserve u stuck up tart i hope u lose ur chance off workin with kids

losing u has really upset me i love u granddad look after lily for me

i blame u u crazy slapper for my hair loss

this year has been shit ive been though sso much but im entering a new year where ill be stronger and wiser for the mistakes of this year

gawd im soooo blond i swear i must say daft stuff million timess a day =s argh someone shoot me put a end to everyones misery having me ther

i survied christmas (almost ) wish u had spent it with me baby

rip my darling lily happy christmas baby mummy and daddy louis love u and always will forget ash

my hairs falling out dunno why but its come at the worse possiable time

wanna do a glog but really dunno what to do it about