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why me???
why was i choosen for such indifference. What did i do to deserve such a harsh and unreasonable punishment, im talking of corse about my life. I have what I thought was my dream girl wich turned out to only be dream. when i used to immagine her i was filled with love and joy, but lately there seems to be somebody else in her life someone taking her away from me. i dispise this person. How could he ruin my only chance for a normal life? for a happy life? how could he take her away from me? I want her to know how i feel but im afraid. If she wont be happy with me should i just give up? should i be happy that shes happy? No i dont think i could ever be happy without her in my life again... i saw her as she snuck out tonigh i was going to visit her. i saw her leave with him. so i ran behind a car. when I asked her about it she lied and said she had been home all night. what should i do? How can i think when the only though on my mind is to die and why cant i do it? I feel like some invisible force is stoping me from doing it. I put the knife to my arm, i put the gun to my head, i put the pills in my mouth , but i do not cut shoot or swallow. i remember when i first asked her to marry me she was so happy that she nearly squeezed me to death but now she doesnt even want to kiss me. What did i do sweetie dont you know your killing me? im not sure i want to be with you as much any more. can anyone blame me. ask yourself this ..." '' if you loved somebody and you found out they were cheating on you would you stay with them and if you would would you be happy with them?'' maybe i should stay with her i dont want to just give up the two years we have spent together?
