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You think you know all but you really don’t... I lost intress in so many things that I loved and you told me I should keep going for it . So I did I kept on singing and drawing to make you happy but it seems what I do will never make you happy I am sorry I am not perfect. I’ am sorry I upset you a lot and I truly sorry that you will never see the real me. You try and change me but what’s to change and you say you love me but you really you fell in love with me when I was being myself and you still say it but you try so hard to make me something I am not. You changed so much and it hurt me knowing that you will never be the same. I miss the old you and I would like to see him back but you will be him again. I don’t want you to get mad and I don’t want you to say its over even when you say it was a long time ago and if it was I wouldn’t be fighting so hard to try and bring you back. I love are friendship and I love how we can talk about anything but now all I hear is blah blah blah..We’ve known each other for 8 years now and work so hard to make a friendship last so long so why let go so easy. I was alway’s myself with you and you our always yourself with me we have good memories and had a lot of fun when we’re together just hanging out or you helping me with a problem. I had so much with you around and because your still there I still think I can do anything because I know your gonna be there with me all te time not physically but mentally you will..You may hurt me a lot emotional but I can live with a little of that pain and you may make me feel like shit a lot but I’ve been dealing with that my hole life. I just want to be friends with you and maybe more one day...But your blaming a lot on me when it was all your fault and your just trying to get ride of the helper and not the problem..You enjoy it more because it makes you feel like your life he harder then everyone els is but its not its so much easier for you but no you ignored everyone who tell you what’s really going on and you expect us to listen to you why should we....YOU NEVER LISTEN! You hate all and you care for no one you alone you say not true so many people care and so many want to help you.. I wanted to help you But you said I was gonna be to far away if I went to the college I wanted to go to so I changed my choice of college and lost my scholarship to the college and I decided to go to the college close to u for you. Everything I did was for you.. That all I ever did I lost a lot for you and I don’t think I can ever get that back ...