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im a heartbreaker, but my heart is the one thats borken. And she broke hers when she left. When she left, she thought it was for the best, but now we both cant help but cry. We wonder why. Sometimes, though rare, we ask to die. A few months since we parted, we still cry. I still want to die. I moved on. Im with someone new. She is amazing. But she is just like.......Han- i mean, the girl that left. I hurt the girl that im with twice already, so when the girl that left asked to me take her back, i said i couldnt. i said i had promised that i wouldnt hurt the girl that im with again. So much blood, it scared me. I didnt want to see her hurt or crying anymore. So i gave the girl im with all that i have, and now i have nothing left for the first girl i loved. But in my heart, i love them both. i shall always love them both. In twenty years, when i am happily married and mated to the girl im with, im still gonna see a peice in her that reminds me of the first girl. Everybody says its not my fault. But i dont care. I still love her. I love them both. If i could have both of their hearts, and both of their hands, then i would be the happiest man alive for the rest of time. But that would be idealistic, and might be considered adultery. Well if it is a sin to love, then i guess i sinned twice. i love ''H.'' and ''M.'' and i honestly wish i could have them both. But that is a fools dream and i am a dreamer. I dream about ''H'' all the time. but then i think about ''M'' all day. To think of one girl and to dream of another is true torture. Sugarland, was what me and ''H'' listened to when we were together. Now we both cry when we here it. I dont like crying. it is not something i often do. D**n you a-cursed Cupid! You have hit me twice with your guilded arrows and now i must forever love them both. But at least when i dream, it is of the most amazing people i know. im heartsick. im pathetic. But i cant complain too much, at least the first girl, my first true love, will always love me back. When i asked her for her hand, she said yes, but later took her hand back. I in truth do not understand her thought, but i trust everything she ever does for now on will be only for her happieness. The girl i am with now, she is alot like the first, but it still isnt the same.

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andifeyrtr added this comment 2011-05-23 15:47:50-05:00

One of life's pitfalls... At least you are lucky to get struck by cupid's arrow twice, some NEVER get the point at all! I'm sorry for all ya'lls pain! ~)o(~

melony12234 added this comment 2011-05-24 12:37:01-05:00

i am so sorry to hear what you went through but you decided to love again and move on which is whats best right?

vampiregirl2014 added this comment 2011-05-24 08:30:53-05:00

*holding back my tears* im so sorry. :'( I know how ya feel. at least u get a second chance at happiness instead of never loving someone again.

heysingsthegirl added this comment 2011-05-26 02:42:20-05:00

What a horrible mix of emotion to feel... The love for two at once...and one stronger than the other.. I hope you can find your answer and live in peace with that decision.

gowiththeflow added this comment 2011-05-27 17:21:59-05:00

Pretty much everyone said what I wanted to tell you so there's no need to repeat. Listen to their advice, they are right. I'm happy you got the second chance too :)♥

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