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Unless you've had or suffering with an ED you dont know how maddening it is. To train your body and mind to not wanting food, to then eating is how i slipped from anorexia to bulimia. And now the lil voice in my head is making me want to re-train , re-weigh and re-measure. ED 's are mental illnesses
I may not eat for a week , i may consume 6000calories in half an hour then go to a toilet and stick my fingers down my throat and vomit it all back up . I just want to be normal . All i've ever wanted is to be normal . I was 14st 2 lbs then 8st 13lb Now lsot in this world of skelital beauty and tiredness .
Anorexic, Anorectic, Anorexia Nervosa, Bulimic, Bulimia nervosa, Purging , Binging
I would like to tell my parents that it is not their fault , and not to be scared about my choice not to eat , or my choice to eat and then go to the bathroom . I want to tell them it will all be ok . But i dont know that . I would like to tell them , but its never going to come out into the open as long as i can help it . Because im happy this way ; Happy to fade away .
Food , Calories , Fat , My Body
I have got health problems , not as severe as most girls . But still caused by my actions . Ive been found out . And now go to the doctors fornightly , getting percribed anti- depresents which i do not want to take . I just want to get my dicipline back and just waste away because living is so hard .
