i know, ive been through this myself. to not wanting to burden other people with your problems, to just want to fade into the backround... well this is how it is for me. i understand the pain of having your loved ones see. i unnderstand that it all is something someone cant mentally grasp. your not alone... if you read this then you must see this. im only 16 and i know the real world is a shit hole... anyways if you want a good listener then im here for you and everyone else

i cut to. Hang in there. Squeez ice...flick urself with rubber bands....start a journal