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Words Unspoken
Ever hit that road block in life when all you do is begin to be a hypocrit about every detail of your life or other peoples lifes?? Ever been so confused and lost in everything thats going on you forget who and what means the most to you?? yeah well all of the above for me. ive lost my best friend, my high school crushee, and my b.f. all in one night. i took the risk of dating a friend and possiably breaking up and no longer being friends. but i thought there was something different about him, dont get me wrong there was. i gave him my heart, he holds it in his hands. what he does with it from there is his own choice. im not gonna force us back together, but i am gonna make sure he understands i love him all the same as when we first met and looked eachother in the eyes. hes always been a cutie. more annoying back in the day. but in a way so was i, now...i love him to death and i have no idea to win him back. i worry about his every thought, his every move, and who hes always with or talking to. I dont like change..and ecspecially not one that happens over night. people have told me all my life that change doesnt happen over night. but now i can tell you that all of you are liars or just dont see the world as i do. change can happen over night, someone dies, you loose your loved one in a breakup, your cat gets run over, your friend moves to another state or country. IT HAPPENS PEOPLE...so open your eyes. sometimes i wish the world was black and white so that there would be no suprises. right now the world is color...and everyday BAM theres a new color..suprise this new color means heartbreak, or maybe its depression, or maybe its even love. but no one knows till youve accepted the suprise or "change" and explore its depths and find its true meaning and why its here. im not a smart person when it comes to making life long choices. i have fucked up in more ways then a couple. i have lost my family, my friends, and my heart. I believe everything is one in a million. you get what you get for a reason. what happens to you happens for a reason. accept it, if you fight it all your doing is turning the page in a book you havent read before and you might not like what you get on the next page. im not saying live your life in fear, or doubt, or regret. im just saying you truly dont know what you have untill youve lost it.
i worry about his every thought, his every move, and who hes always with or talking to. I dont like change..and ecspecially not one that happens over night. people have told me all my life that change doesnt happen over night. but now i can tell you that all of you are liars or just dont see the world as i do. change can happen over night, someone dies, you loose your loved one in a breakup, your cat gets run over, your friend moves to another state or country. IT HAPPENS PEOPLE...so open your eyes. sometimes i wish the world was black and white so that there would be no suprises. right now the world is color...and everyday BAM theres a new color..suprise this new color means heartbreak, or maybe its depression, or maybe its even love. but no one knows till youve accepted the suprise or "change" and explore its depths and find its true meaning and why its here.
im not a smart person when it comes to making life long choices. i have fucked up in more ways then a couple. i have lost my family, my friends, and my heart. I believe everything is one in a million. you get what you get for a reason. what happens to you happens for a reason. accept it, if you fight it all your doing is turning the page in a book you havent read before and you might not like what you get on the next page. im not saying live your life in fear, or doubt, or regret. im just saying you truly dont know what you have untill youve lost it.
