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I want so badly to spread my wings and be free. I want to put the gun down and spare my life.But do you know how hard that is to do when everyones just there to watch you fall? Have you ever wanted to change from the fall. Don't count on me spreading my wings when there is nobody there to motivate me. I will not miss life, but yet I will. Suicide is to low for me, I think I will just give up. Let anything come into my body and lead me untill I die naturally. Why not? There is no purpose anymore. Something has happened to this girl to make her act this way. She can no longer draw hearts into the sand without it being broken. Or stepped on. Or erased completley. Why can't things in real life appear like they do on teleivision? Beauce the TV is not the real world. Yet, news might be an acception. She doesnt watch tv anymore because all she sees is a screen of gray. When she goes outside the grass is sitll, gray, and motionless. The trees are black and the leaves are white. Nothing moves. The beach seems like a grainy white surface that dissapears into a black nothingness. She might jump into the nothingness but she sees other beings in it laughing, yet she hears no sound. The nothingness hits her feet and she can tell it is not a solid but yet she cannot feel. The pink, orange, and purple sunset she loved so much was no longer there. She left the beach and actually heard something for the first time in years. Someone called her name and she turned around. A boy came up to her and introduced himself. She said hi and heard her voice. She normally wouldnt speak to anyone, but then he came along and a part of her forbid she ignored him. He gave her his adress and walked away. In the middle of the night her mother came into her room and began to cut the girl. Taking her anger out on her because she made no sound. The girl ran out of the house, it was pouring down rain. She ran straight to his house. She rang the dorbell and he opened the door. She was relived that his parents didnt open the door. He told her to come in but told her that his parents died when he was six. she didnt care and came in. Her hair was sticking to her face so he didnt see the cuts which is exactly the way she wanted it to be. She wasent ready to tell him about her giving up. He sat next to her. She tried her best to force a smile but she couldnt muster it. He could tell something was wrong and lifted her chin up. There was blood running down her face. He pulled her hair back and saw the cuts. She looked down at the floor. He cleaned her face off. Something warm ran down her cheek. He wiped it away. She regionized what it was. She was crying. For the first time since she gave up. She blink her eyes rapidly to try and keep the tears in but it was no use. They ran down her face and she couldnt stop them. He lifted her head up and kissed her. Now, the color is back in her world. She sees the sunset. She spread her wings and has someone there for her. She moved in with him and she will never cry gray, agian. The End <3
nightwisher added this comment 2009-08-19 13:55:21-05:00
I like it but its kinda hard to ead with the shadow...i love the song too.
xxxjamixxx added this comment 2009-08-19 11:19:35-05:00
love it
animexemo added this comment 2009-07-24 11:29:17-05:00
thts beautiful :'( xx
animexemo added this comment 2009-07-24 11:22:07-05:00
wow amazing i love it :)
sk8terchic543 added this comment 2009-07-24 10:13:39-05:00
amazing really amazing nice song to go with it
nightwisher added this comment 2009-08-19 13:55:21-05:00
I like it but its kinda hard to ead with the shadow...i love the song too.
xxxjamixxx added this comment 2009-08-19 11:19:35-05:00
love it
animexemo added this comment 2009-07-24 11:29:17-05:00
thts beautiful :'( xx
animexemo added this comment 2009-07-24 11:22:07-05:00
wow amazing i love it :)
sk8terchic543 added this comment 2009-07-24 10:13:39-05:00
amazing really amazing nice song to go with it
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