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My tears hit the ground as the memories of all the good and bad times played in my head. I don’t want the memories, they only bring me pain. I want my sister back. I curl up in the corner of my bed and hug my knees tightly to my chest, she was the one that held me together, kept me sane but she was gone. I felt like I was floating around without any ties to anything anymore. Nothing kept me centered. I was putting up the barriers she had helped me tear down. I didn’t want to do it but it was just happening. She was the girl who I turned to for help, the girl who I needed or everything. She was the light I needed but now the light is gone and I'm lost again. I look around as people pass me by, they have already forgotten her, why is my life not moving when every body else just moves on? Why can't I move on? The questions are one I don’t want to answer but the ones I have no answer to are the ones I need to hear. When will she be back? Will she be back? Will she remember us? Will she come back and tell us she is okay? I made a promise to her and I will keep it. My first baby girl will be named Courtney, after my sister, my love and my laughter. My baby girl will grow up and I will tell her the story of my sister, my best friend and she will understand why I love her as much as I do. My sister, I love you with all my heart and I feel empty and alone now that you are gone. I’m sorry for all the fights I had and everything I said…… I was a mean bitch sometimes and I’m sorry. The only reason I made the promise that I would let you say goodbye was because I believed that it would never come. I never wanted it to come but I realize that it has to. I don’t ever want to let you go., I will never let you go. I love you sis.
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kingjezter added this comment 2009-11-16 03:38:25-06:00
hun... *hugs tightly* T.T i miss her... i should not have let her.. i should of been a better brother... im sorry i cant tak her place
kingjezter added this comment 2009-11-16 03:38:25-06:00
hun... *hugs tightly* T.T i miss her... i should not have let her.. i should of been a better brother... im sorry i cant tak her place