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Im the girl who you would see crying in the coner cutting herself the loner wanting to be someone i wasent I was very unhappy after i lost the guy i loved the most in the whole wide world. He left me for a whore and i felt horible used not prefect fat and so many other shitty feelings Have you ever just wanted to die through yourself in frount of a train, a bus? hang yourself? just off your school? i was that girl. . . Are you like me when your family beats you kicks you out wishes you were never ever born wants you dead blames you for your family spilting up you becing the blame for your mothers death because she was texting and driving I was and always have been this girl in the dark and i wasent able to move on and be me my family was throwing so mant things and i was having and going through a rough part of my life and i just couldnt hadle it anymore so i started OD ing on drugs and drinking myself to sleep till i couldnt feel the pain anymore everyone kept telling me i was prefect and pretty had a wonderful life in front of me all i could see was well that was it..... i couldnt see anyone anymore..... i was on the road to death and i knew it and i didnt care because really i had givin up all hope and i didnt know what to do anymore
The True Story Of Me
All my friends kept trying to get me help i always said no because i was always high or drunk my dad, family and step family all gave up on me my friends and everyone just couldnt help me anymore School was horible everyone was nasty to me because i was different no one liked me i cried everyday sat in the bathroom and made myself through up my insides I can remeber all the girls laughing at me because i ate my lunch in the bathroom alone crying no one knew my pain of losing your love, your mom family step family and friends counstlers tried to help went to the hospital many times nothnig was helping I moved to Regina i got a job superwalrt -.- sucked but met some nice new people new school new friends everything started to get a hell of a lot better i thought change was going to be horible maybe being yourslef and moving on and forword helps from my whole life so far i have learned life is a big bitch slap in the face and you take in 1 day at a time each hour each minute each second i am Kayla Katiie Kidd Kitty 16 years young and this is my story
gothgirl added this comment 2010-03-22 20:32:24-05:00
wow! this is touching and reminds me alot of myself in alot of this1 thanks for having the courage to share!!! awesome glog:)xxxxxxx
gothgirl added this comment 2010-03-22 20:32:24-05:00
wow! this is touching and reminds me alot of myself in alot of this1 thanks for having the courage to share!!! awesome glog:)xxxxxxx