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Me,Myself and my jagged thoughts.. Hmm a different way to journal huh? I guess I shall try it and see how long it takes someone to discover it an use my own thoughts to dig a grave. Things with Phillip are very strained right now...how can they be any different after finding out that he has lied to me about the drugs for our whole relationship? Not only that but he's involved most of my friends and family in the deception. I'm just so hurt..once again I htought this was "the one." and in alot of ways he was..he was the one who hurt me in a way I havent been hurt before..not even by Lynx..and thats saying alot.Oh well live and let live right.The only question is..where to go from here.Do I leave and try to heal from the hurt..walking around as an empty shell of who I am now.Or do I stay and forver question him..forever question myself for letting things continue as the way they are? The drugs have always been a major problem with me..I can't imagine watching my kids become addicted,but how can I tell them that drugs are bad for you..if I'm in a relationship with someone who can't even put me before the drugs? So many questions but no answers that I can see.
