Julien, I love you so much. This made me start to tear up. You mean everything to me and I couldn't imagine loosing you. Ever. This started to make me tear up. I don't want this to come between us. So it won't. I understand where you're coming from. You just need to realize you can't protect me from everything, and I'm gonna make stupid decisions like that. Who knows; if Sam and I last for a year maybe we will. But not now...It's too early, and you're right. He could be just trying to get that out of me. Thank you for being blunt, and harsh to me... It made me see what was going on... <3