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The silent decision, The subconscious lie, The blurring of the truth, Is what is making me cry. You say our views matter, But in the end, They drift through one ear, and out the other, like a teenager. You say you haven't decided, But I can see it in your eyes, The yearning for 'home.' This. Is. Home. For four years I have resided in this place, Four years I have slept in that room, And yet you want it to just waste away? You say you haven't made your choice, But when I say I don't want to go, I am jumped on, Like a lamb upon wolves. You turn my words, And spit them back at me, Changing their very meaning, And then say the meeting is done, What were you wanting? A unanimous agreement? For me to stay silent? Well words never fail me. You say we will have the answer by Friday, But tomorrow I am signing up for high school, Guess who the joke is on. You said I would be able, To apply for something better, But now since you have decided, I have to say no. You say you haven't decided, That you two have not 'talked it out.' But every shift in movement screams that you want to be home. This! Is! Home! Every time you refer to there as home, I just want to scream, Home is here, Not there, Home is here, Not anywhere. THIS IS HOME!
Moving day yeah right!
Well my dad lost his job, so my dad calls a conference about what to do, to get our opinions on whether or not we are going to move back "home" (Hmm funny I thought that our house was home. Guess I was wrong.) Or stay here. (If back there is home, where is here? ) So all three of my siblings (Being the suck ups they are.) say that they want to go "home". (WTF people, home right now exists over your heads not nine hours away.) I say my peace over how I want to stay and they freaking criticise me for not taking things seriously and that I needed to think about 'the good of the family', and how I was being a selfish brat. {Not exact wording} (Well EXCUSE ME you wanted honesty and I gave it to ya.)
VIDEO COMMING SOON! FILMING TONIGHT
OK HEADS UP PEOPLES I MAY NOT HAVE TO MOVE!! MY DAD'S OLD COMPANY WANTS HIM TO APPLY FOR A NEW 'TEAM'!!!
ainray added this comment 2009-02-16 19:25:04-06:00
Please don't move!!! I beg of you....
novadiffrenta added this comment 2009-02-10 21:23:09-06:00
oh yeah i heard you were moving... Zayna told me.. You going to AL? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO!!! You Can't Go!
ainray added this comment 2009-02-16 19:25:04-06:00
Please don't move!!! I beg of you....
novadiffrenta added this comment 2009-02-10 21:23:09-06:00
oh yeah i heard you were moving... Zayna told me.. You going to AL? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO!!! You Can't Go!