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You were my older cousin, the big brother I looked up to. You were my inspiration for so many things. You were the cool one, riding skateboards and going to college, making something of yourself...or so I thought. And now I can't look up to you anymore. Your no longer here. I was numb when they told me you'd passed away. I didn't really hear the dates they gave for the funeral...I was still in shock. I begged it would all end, that it wasn't real, it was just some sick joke they decided to play on me. It couldn't be real. You couldn't be dead. They would call me the day before my birthday and tell me you were still alive, that you hadn't died three days before. I finally cried today. I guess it finally sunk in that you weren't coming back. You died from an overdose on Thursday, September 10, 2009. You were buried on my birthday, September 14, 2009. It is a day I will remember forever. I vow never to make the same mistake that you did. I won't let myself give up when I have so many good things going for me. And every year, on my birthday, I'll devote a candle to you on my altar. The Lord and Lady surely won't mind. I'll be happy and alive for the both of us. So here's one request... R.I.P. Josh You will be greatly missed...
Joshua Barnes R.I.P. 9/10/09
kaileesrosieposie added this comment 2009-11-01 16:12:46-06:00
wow...
kaileesrosieposie added this comment 2009-11-01 16:12:46-06:00
wow...