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Like a waterfall the tears Are falling down My face; The pain rushing Faster, stronger. No relief Has come, you'd think I would be numb But no. My savior has broken me In a way I can't Possibly recover. I am here. Alone. Scared. Lost. Confusion and hatred Cloud my Mind, my thoughts Are no longer under My control. My being aches. I must remind Myself to take Each breath, To hope for A better day, So that I will Wake up My mask has at last Faltered. A glimpse Of my tourment Has been seen. How much longer Can I hide? Will they ever really Know the pain? My irises have not Yet given me away.
After this I fear I will Never be whole. I just want to Let go. This is too much. Use me as you will I am done fighting No one can save me here I'm too lost for it to matter I'm too exhausted to care. I wished but the stars weren't listening So much for hearing his midnight song. I've already Fallen so far, Why must You beat me When I'm this Far down? Do you find joy In my agony? You told me I had your whole heart... And told me to take care Of it for you. Were you thinking of her When you told me? Were you longing For her bed When you told me? Or were you honestly Pledging yourself To me? All the things we told Each other, How much do they Really mean to you? They were all that were Keeping me alive... Were they truth, Or was I hanging On to lies?
Onto lies? An overreaction? Entirely possible; I am too far away To hear the truth And pure love in Your voice, To see it In your eyes. My Love, I know not What to believe. With this you have made Your first scar On me. The life I am living Went from Nightmare To night terror. The pain-magnified The fear-worsened The last ounce of strength-vanished The Love-holding on for dear life Me- being engulfed By the Darkness. Thora Grace Hawkwing
