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Life can really suck as I'm sure you must know. You think everything is going just fine and your content with everything and then WHAM! It falls apart before your eyes. The first thing to come to mind, Why? Why did this happen? How could this happen? And the question hangs and is never answered only repeated again and again and AGAIN!!!! We all have our stories. Different but the same. No matter who you are you've broken down before. Cursed everything before. Even if only once or for moment. Things were going great in my life. And then.... DRAMA! My friends seemed to have all of these problems at once and guess who they came to... Yup me. I gave them all the best of luck and advice I could manage but it still didn't seem to have much effect. My mom was coming home from work even more angery then usual. I didn't let it get to me. But one day it just got WAY too out of control. I was made fun of by a bunch of jerks in my school and was trying to help my friends with their problems. Then a girl I didn't even know cursed me out and said I was 'a bitch with no class'. I was pissed to begin with. It just wasn't my day. I went to choir to get my mind off things and do the thing that I love, sing. But I guess I stayed a lil too long cause my mom came in like a raging lunatic screaming. Drunk men (they sit outside our church alot) were laughing at me. They yelled volgar things and made fun of basically everything that I am. Now I was really angry. The car ride home didn't help either. The entire time she was yelling and saying horrible things about my friends. "You mad you didn't get to stay longer and kiss your friends' asses (she laughed and continued) stupid bitches whats so great about them, huh you dumb fuck-" She went on and on. When we got to the door I locked her out. She laughed and mocked me from behind the door, she sounded just like her mother the person I hated so much. Thats when everything I had kept bottled up inside came pulsing through me even the feelings I hide when my heart got broken and stepped on it all just came back in seconds. I unlocked the door and we were in eachother's faces yelling and screaming. Thats when she realized I was crying the entire time. She softened and wiped away some of my tears. It was always like this it was like she was two different people. One second she'll be cursing me out and laughing at me and the next she'll be.... A mother. It fustrated me to no end and I was in no mood to let it just brush off my sholder. "STOP IT ALREADY YOUR JUST GONNA FORGET ABOUT ALL OF THIS IN A FEW MINUTES AND GO BACK TO BEING ANGRY AND YELLING!!!" I couldn't help myself I screamed out all of my feelings and I told her she was becoming her mother. At first she just glared at me then she laughed. She thought I was just 'being a teenager'. I wasn't I was letting out everything I had kept bottled up inside and I mean everything! She left me alone to cry. She knew it was what I needed to let it out and to finally get it all out of me. And I did. My dad came home and helped me through it with his wise advice it ended well actually. Everything seemed alright but it wasn't. I just brushed it off and went my way not realizing I was setting myself up for it to all come crashing down on me. I basically just ran awy from it all and hide but it found me and gave me a taste of my reality. But thats life. Right?
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ladyleven added this comment 2009-04-13 19:36:12-05:00
): sad
emobabe694 added this comment 2009-02-08 16:31:19-06:00
Its so true, and i love the picture.
emobabe694 added this comment 2009-02-08 16:31:17-06:00
monikastepanikova added this comment 2009-01-30 17:49:59-06:00
wow, thats really sad,,,,,
princessme11 added this comment 2009-02-20 19:11:03-06:00
strong and true.
ladyleven added this comment 2009-04-13 19:36:12-05:00
): sad
emobabe694 added this comment 2009-02-08 16:31:19-06:00
Its so true, and i love the picture.
emobabe694 added this comment 2009-02-08 16:31:17-06:00
Its so true, and i love the picture.
monikastepanikova added this comment 2009-01-30 17:49:59-06:00
wow, thats really sad,,,,,
princessme11 added this comment 2009-02-20 19:11:03-06:00
strong and true.