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But I was scared...
There was once a girl, a very self confident girl. She wasn't afraid of anything, anyone. If fearlessness existed, well she was the closest to it anyone ever got. Ashley, High School Royalty. Queen of all the clubs, on the 'What's Hot' list of every guy, everywhere she went, everyone she talked about, suddenly seemed to move up a level in highschool. Ashley wasn't particularly close to anyone, except Arina, her best friend. Arina would love her even if she was a total loser, something other people couldn't do. She told Arina everything. Once, there was this guy, Damon. She loved him. LOVED-LOVED him. Like she couldn't survive without him. So she came up to him & asked him out. Naturally he agreed. She was so happy just to be with him, she forgot about everything and let herself be led to his house. Waking up the next morning, she was in an uknown to her place. 'What the hell happened in here?' She had scratches on her arms, and the bedspread all around her was bloody. Her head was about to crack open and she struggled to get on her feet. She found her clothes (?!) and left. 9 months later, Ashley is sitting at home with her newborn baby, strugging to keep it quiet. She re-thought everything that happened in the past 9 months: she lost her popularity because everyone thought she was becoming fatter & didn't fit into anything but maternity anymore, she was getting less sleep and started to have bags under her eyes that even heavy make-up couldn't cover, she had morning sickness in class which eveyrone found utterly discusting. And she couldnt' understand why until she woke up in a C-section. And there, with her newborn baby & Ariana by her side, she told her that she feared getting pregnant in the first 2 months. 'Why didn't you tell anyone?! You could have had an abortion!' cried Ariana. The simple answer was: 'I was scared.' Ashley, not-so-fearless after all, was too scared to ruin her reputation, so in the end, she settled with ruining herself.
By Masha -xox
logica added this comment 2009-04-26 02:13:53-05:00
Strugging -> Struggling* Stupid Typo.
logica added this comment 2009-04-26 02:13:53-05:00
Strugging -> Struggling* Stupid Typo.