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Silently I etch my story lovingly into my soft, warm canvas. Each stab of pain softens a fear, calms me down, and wipes away a tear. first a heart, whole but bleeding, lying above its faded predecessor. Then an eye that wells with red, I draw a teardrop and fill it in, crosshatching, though I don’t need to. It refills like a well. After the loneliness and the sadness have been quelled, all there is is anger…
Finally, night unfurls. I can stop hiding my tears. I can’t upset the moon or disappoint the stars. The night holds me and rocks me and doesn’t try to stop the hurt, it just surrounds me and listens as my tension is released with my blood.
. . . s o i m a k e
s o i m a k e
l o t s o f l i t t l e l i n e s
l o t s o f l i t t l e l i n e s a g a i n a n d a g a i n
Will I get better? Do I want to? xx Lore
I can scream, I can hurt, I can talk to myself, I can argue with the voices in my head and run from the ghosts and the demons. I can cry, though my tears abandoned me long ago, now I can only cry in red. I can be my terrible self and no-one will take me away and drug me up. The night doesn’t gasp in shock or turn away in disgust or fret. The night accepts me.
jag2910 added this comment 2008-06-25 23:21:24-05:00
Great glog!
windchimes added this comment 2008-06-13 02:58:39-05:00
It sounds so sad. Lots can relate to this one.
loreofthebirds added this comment 2008-05-14 07:27:12-05:00
thanks! all comments are very appreciated
gothgirl added this comment 2008-05-12 00:04:11-05:00
this is great:)
jag2910 added this comment 2008-06-25 23:21:24-05:00
Great glog!
windchimes added this comment 2008-06-13 02:58:39-05:00
It sounds so sad. Lots can relate to this one.
loreofthebirds added this comment 2008-05-14 07:27:12-05:00
thanks! all comments are very appreciated
gothgirl added this comment 2008-05-12 00:04:11-05:00
this is great:)