How I think I feel

lunaw0lf

,United States

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No one will ever know how I feel.

I can't tell what I feel like anymore. The pain seems like it'll never end. The boy I thought I once knew and loved died and in his place came a shallow bottom feeder. He was there for a couple weeks then he started fading away till eventually he was gone. He left me and the little pain I felt before I was with him returned even heavier. Now I don't know who I am. My friends are trying to help me figure that out but it seems impossible now. I am an empty body to roam. People see me and think I am ok so they make it worse by teasing me. Now I feel like I want to punch someone in the face all the time. Whether there is any chance left for me I do not know but I hope I can find my way back. My heart was twisted and shredded as everything went blank and now I hope I can at least ease the pain. It is harder to breathe now, I take heavy breathes in as I sit olone in my room. If I seem happy it may only last a little while. I really need someone there for me to hold and talk to. This is how I think I feel and I hope writing this, expressing myself, will help. Sincerely, Me