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through my eyes
(c) maskedangel
i look at my reflection, at the Pearson I've become i just stare in the mirror, wishing to be numb what i see is so vile, it nearly makes me sick what am i doing , how can i be so thick why don't i just stop eating, stuff that makes me fat i wish i could give up, just stop, just like that i don't know why i am like this, but one things for sure I've never been so unhappy, in life like this before as i look at my reflection, i wish for someone else not this fat ugly person, that has come to hate herself all i ever think of, is how i would look thin but i just end up crying , I'm never gonna win its a losing battle as when I'm sad i eat back to square one , ashamed staring at my feet don't wanna go out , but don't wanna stay in as there are to many mirrors , to see me star back in Every day i say , Ive finally had enough today is were the journey starts , i know it will be tough if i lose the stones , become my ideal weight one things for sure , i might actually get a date i can't express myself , as i wouldn't wear these cloths its my fault for being fat , so that's just the way it goes if i was much slimmer, i would do stuff like before then all my friends would see me , id wanna come out more no wounder im shy now wish i hadnt listened to all there lies bullies use to call me fat now i see through there eyes i wish i had the guts to tell them go get a life if only they new there words, cut through me like a knife i look at my reflection, at the Pearson I've become i just stare in the mirror, wishing to be numb what i see is so vile, it nearly makes me sick what am i doing , how can i be so thick why don't i just stop eating, stuff that makes me fat i wish i could give up, just stop, just like that i don't know why i am like this, but one things for sure I've never been so unhappy, in life like this before
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25/10/2008
warlock9107 added this comment 2008-10-27 18:55:14-05:00
0_o
maskedangel added this comment 2008-10-27 07:35:50-05:00
any comments would be great, do you think it goes on to long, would it be better shorter :)
warlock9107 added this comment 2008-10-27 18:55:14-05:00
0_o
maskedangel added this comment 2008-10-27 07:35:50-05:00
any comments would be great, do you think it goes on to long, would it be better shorter :)