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I saw your eyes, Wishing to cry, Scared to be left behind, Don't want to be the voice inside, Its suicide to think of you, But I still like the pain, The consequences of losing to you, But I still played the games, I could see what you did to me standing over me tall, And foolishly I acted small Can’t explain how you kept me Don’t see how you stopped me So I take what you give me will be the company I keep, When I run, run, run from the feet, Oh, oh I wonder I saw your eyes, Wishing to cry, Scared to be left behind, Don't want to be the voice inside, I’d sacrificed my own life, Just to see you satisfied, I gave it all up, For one more lie, Until I saw your other side, Can’t see what you do to me all alone in the hall, And you can’t come back now, I can see this is done, Your irresistibly wrong, So I took what you gave me it was the company I kept, Then I ran, ran, ran from the fleet, Oh, oh I wondered, oh, oh I wondered, I saw your eyes, Wishing to cry, Scared to be left behind, Don't want to be the voice inside, I saw your eyes, Wishing to cry, Scared to be left behind, Don't want to be the voice inside
Well, Morgan. I gave you what I could. But you tried to change me. The way I slept, the way I ate, the way I talked. You never stood up and talked to me. You let someone else interfere with us. The consequence of this was you lost me. I have no problems moving on from this. I asked you to take me as I am, but then you showed me you wanted someone else you wished I was. You claimed to have loved me, but you loved what you were doing to me more than anything. By letting Ian take over I wondered how you would take this. I hung up because the words that came to mind would have made you lose control and brake down. You have such a hard time talking out loud, when you have problems like a child you bottled up everything until the end. I sang with you, I held you close to show you that I did care, even when you didn’t show anything, I watched as everything you said became too late. Now I sit here with nothing to hind or hold back. I loved who you where, but now that I saw our other side. You lied to me the day I gave you the chance. The friend you have chosen will break you down and leave you with nothing more than a cry. When you cry it will be my name, but I won’t hear you. You said you gave me too many chances; well I gave you twice as more. I was a fool to let you play with my life and heart. I tried to show you, that all of this was worthless. I walked away because there was nothing left to save. I left my mothers to give the one man I love the time he needed to grow up and give his daughter a life. And now the mother of his child is leaving him and taking Delilah with her. I warned him the day he chose her, “She will hurt you, and leave you with nothing.”. Morgan I’m warning you, this “Brother” You claim to love will leave you to die. He doesn’t care as much as he climes. All he cares about if he can use you like he has. The one room you have learned the way’s to gain friends. How many friends show up today? Not one. He is the only one that has stayed by your side, soon he will be gone. This is the same warning that I gave Josh. You will be left with nothing, no friends to care, no life to live, and no place to go. You might find someone, but she will hurt you and turn you bitter. The things you have given up for this friendship would have been less than the price you will pay for his. I kept quiet and scared because your mouth speaks only the hurtful words I say about him. I don’t care what he thinks at all, all I cared about was you. But You wouldn’t see that. The lies you told me, the things that you tried to change, the feelings you had, are irresistibly wrong. Because your blind to my view, and refuse to believe. Like I said I gave you all the chance to see what I meant but your blinded by the things that he has said. I was around longer then he but you still chose him over me, now do you see? This mistake you have made will break you, and leave you out in the cold of winter. I have quite the suspicions that when he is done with you, you will want me back, by then I will be gone. You have chosen to be a window on the bottom of my facebook screen. And now it won’t go back. I did care, but not anymore. The last words I will send you are written here, and I can care a less if you take them to heart, all that matters is I said them. Don’t try to tell me that all this is a lie, because after seeing what you have chosen I saw where you where headed. To be broken is one thing, to be used is another. I will be neither. I’m irreplaceable, I am unchangeable, and will remain what I want to be. You will be changed, you are becoming replaceable, and you will never be what you are, because you are now a tool to his advantage. The future for you is grim, and lonely. One day you will see, I do see what I claim to, and that day is not that far away. He will die soon. And when he does look around, and see what you have to show besides a good paying job, because that’s all you will have. See the logic, you use people to your advantage, and seek to change they’re ways. One day you will see just what I mean, but until then, bye. I won’t be broken by you.
awake added this comment 2011-04-02 12:23:57-05:00
Nice. (y)
awake added this comment 2011-04-02 12:23:57-05:00
Nice. (y)