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It hurts to think that in your heart im 2nd everytime I see you with him I close my eyes, and at night when you are with him I can’t almost breatheI hold the bottle of tequila and pouting on top of the table waiting until the morning comes until I am in your presence again how do we stand and I cant sit still I’m hurt when I know you are holding his hand you are with him in the afternoon and you are with me at night when the morning comes you are gone im sharing you with him. I want you to be with me if I could only steal you away from him and always think that if you are really not for me from the start, just don’t forget that I love you too in my heart there is only you, even though it is not right what we are doing my dear as long as I a with you even though you are in someone else’s presence and don’t even worry, even though you tell me to forget you this is something I cant seem to do as long as I get to be with you even though you are with someone else it really hurts to love like this. Why did I pick someone that I cant have to myself that is just how it is I need to accept it that there is someone else claiming your heart and I already know that someone else owns your heart My love for you I am sharing and no matter what happens I cant rub it in and even if you keep me a secret to everyone no matter how heavy it is in my heart I wont complain just don’t leave my side no matter how painful it is to think that im just borrowing from someone else that is why you decided not to let anyone know even though I know this is not right I risked even though I know that you love someone else I gave my all even though this is not what I intended that in someone else’s love am I trying to share in our situation I do not know where we are headed. I know it is hard and wrong but it is difficult to give up how can I give you this ring that I hold when I place it in your hand there is someone else filling it when I first met you I didn’t want to start trouble i just wanted to prove that my love is true, you completed me for the moment even though I am definitely just your other lover yes you are for me, and I am for you, and you are with him, and he is with you This is something I accepted just to be with you, but please do not tell me that I made it worse for you But I hope we do not get that far, I will sacrifice it all just don’t tell me goodbye Even though I know its hard to accept that he came first before I did