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When I hear your name, why don't I get giddy... like i did BEFORE?... When I get your text/call/email, why don't I feel the butterflies... like i did BEFORE?.... When you say I'll see you soon, why don't I look forward to it as much as i did... BEFORE?... When I say your name aloud, why don't I feel like blushing... like i did BEFORE?... When you say ''I miss you'' why do I feel like i HAVE to say ''I miss you too'' and only half mean it.... unlike BEFORE?... Why don't you come into my dreams anymore... like BEFORE?... Why is it that when I do anything that made my stomach flip flop that had anything to do with you before doesn't now? Why do I have to wait for the feeling expectantly, but never get it?
What does it mean?
I want to love you with all my heart I like i did when we saw more of each other. Does this mean that, because we never see each other, we can't be? I want forever, and I'm sure you do to. But I don't know what I think rite now. I want you, but i don't NEED you. I love you, but i don't have to. Because you lost touch, Because you constantly disappointed me with nothingness, Because you seemed to forget me, I...I... I'VE GOTTEN STRONGER. Help me...I want to need you...to love you with and have to...to always be by you... but....is it too late? plz....why cant it go back to the way things were before? I want it again..... I don't know..what to do.... When there was everyday with you, my heart depended on you... but seperation from you tore it apart... you always seemed to make it better...when i saw you.... but because our last seperation from eachother tore it again, it healed... slowly. It doesn't depend on seeing you each and every day. It'd like too see you, but it,and me as well, don't know if we'd feel the same as we did before... when our love was certain and sure. My heart is healed, sealed, and strong again. Its not exactly what i want. I want...you. The feelings i wud get whenever i heard you, your name, you being with me, just seeing you. But i guess its too late... Will seeing you bring back the feelings? or is my heart foolproof and totaly strong? Plz....help....me..... I love you...at least...
I want to....
You gloggers wanna help? comment... I need help...I want him...but...im confused... help?
I want you...but will it ever be the same?
peacemaker11 added this comment 2009-07-10 19:51:44-05:00
you should leave the guy alone!!!!!!
livelaughlovemusic added this comment 2009-07-13 19:07:26-05:00
awww i don't have any advice..sorry :/
peacemaker11 added this comment 2009-07-10 19:51:44-05:00
you should leave the guy alone!!!!!!
livelaughlovemusic added this comment 2009-07-13 19:07:26-05:00
awww i don't have any advice..sorry :/