its ok Miki,,ur growing now and changing and for the best it seems which is great:) Yes we were once close but I was more there for u as someone to vent to than a friend if u know what i mean..I just wanted to help you so much thats all,,i saw ur potential:). No i would never take ur friends away from u..i knew ed and shell wayyyy before u and i became friends so why would I? As u know shell is smart and she can make her own decisions and opinions and same with ed..and im glad u realise that I am not like that x U know for ages i tried to help get u all to get on etc..we all say words we dont mean so all is forgiven..i miss u too and thank u for saying this Miki..it means alot that you did this:) ill always be ur friend ..love u xxxx