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" how could you do this to me Bridgett?"
" you know i would never want to hurt you Alex."
" then why'd you do it?"
" I'm fucking clean! why the hell are you blaming me?! you know i love you...."
A tear drips from Bridgett's face as she faild to keep her emotions inside her.
" I'm not sure about that anymore...."
" Please Alex just leave."
She says fighting to keep the tears from falling any longer. Alex shakes his head and looks at me. He gets up from the stairs and heads towards the door. he opens the door then looks at me again. I couldn't look at him in the face.
" I wish this could have ended better."
She says fighting to keep the tears from falling any longer. Alex shakes his head and looks at me. He gets up from the stairs and heads towards the door. he opens the door then looks at me again. I couldn't look at him in the face. The emotions in his eyes made my heart melt, all i wanted to to was run to him and kiss him. Tell him that everything is going to be okay. But i couldn't, i knew it wouldn't work. i watched him walk out the door and drive off. Not knowing if i would ever see him again.I fell to my knees and cried. i screamed in pain as i could feel my heart breaking. i went to the kitchen and took the sharpest knife i could find and cut til my arm was covered in blood. The next day i went and got myself checked for any STD,HIV, ect. and it turned out that I was clean. Weeeks go by and i call Alex asking just to be friends and we agreed to stay that way. So Alex takes mt to the same resturant were we had our first date. He talked about how he had a girlfriend and he felt bad because he cheated on her with 3 other girls on a cruse.I tried to hold in the feeling of love for him. After lunch we drove to my house where we watched a horror movie on the sofa. Alex pulled out a bottle of vodka where we drank until both of us were buzzed. i noticed his arm on the arm of the sofa around me. I reached for his hand but imedately pulled back, afraid i would fall in love with him. But I knew i already was. I decided fuck it, so i touched his hand and held it and he pulled me closer to him and held me close. We laid back and kissed.
" Is this okay?"
I asked.
" yes....."
We grabbedf a condom and made love just like we used to. Except this time it was diffrent, it was gentle and sweet. a tear drips from my face as i knew this was the last time I would ever see him. The condom broke before we could finish so we sat there in silence. I decided I should just ask it.
" Alex....do u still love me?"
He looked into my eyes. And i knew the answer.
" Not as much as I used to."
The way he looked at me made my heart scream.
" I should probably go It's almost eleven and your dad should be home soon."
I watched him walk out the door for the very last time.
[ever since then my heart has been broken. searching and never finding someone to fill the hole where Alex ripped my heart out from where it stood.]
