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I love my life, but sometimes I just need to get away... i am so ready for college!!! And i love music, so i am glad that they had this paper =)
i know that God lives and that he is always here for me. I know that Christ suffered for my sins and that he wants me to live my life worthy enough to live with him again. i know that the church for which i am a part of is the true church. i went to a baptism today, and i just felt the spirit like no other. it is amazing to hear Ashley's story. she is such a strong girl, and i am so glad that she chose to become a part of the wonderful gift that i have had since birth. things have gotten in the way of me knowing for sure what to believe, but i have no doubt now that the LDS church is the one thing i can always believe in. it has never changed, and it never will change. if ever i have any doubts, i know that all i will need to do is get on my knees and pray, or pick up my scriptures and read them. every time i do that, i get the reassurance from the spirit telling me that what i am reading and what i am feeling is true, it is faith, and it is my knowledge. this knowledge will help me get through anything. i know that i seem to be really churchy right now, but i can't help it. i love my church!!! i know now that nothing will ever take me away from it. i will get married in the temple to a good mormon boy who holds his preisthood with the highest respect. i don't want anything less. i haven't found him yet, but i will. and when i do, he will know and i will too.
I know that I chose to live my life this way when my Heavenly Father presented his plan for me before we got the chance to come down, but it is so hard! I want to just leave this place and leave everything behind with it... I know that isn't possible, but a girl can dream, right? I love my church, like no one knows. It is the only sure think in my life at this point in time. Every time I am there, I get the best feeling. I learn something new, and I know that all that is told there is true. How can it not be? Christ himself made this church. I am stoked to be going to BYU-I in the fall. I hope and pray that I will get closer to the person who believes in me the most while there. God is my true hero. Christ is my savior. I need to believe in them, and let them lead my life. I need to believe that whatever happens happens because God and Christ know it will help me get stronger. My life isn't what I choose it to be, it is what God wants it to be. He knows what is best for me. How come I have put up this barrier? I have pushed him away when I needed him most. Why would I do that? God, I know you love me, and I know you want to be in my life again. Please don't give up on me...
