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dear god its me again. im sorry to borther you once more. but i need help, i cant breathe anymore, this thing called life it suffacating me. Can you please just take me way? even my own flesh doest like me. god i no you can hear me. I no you understand my pain. am i really going insane? i dont even no if your real? but if you are i hope you can hear. People always tell me you love every one is that really true?..... well i hope it is. because i hold that saying so dear. and when i have doubts i begain to siver with fear... im felling cold now... while i hold meself at nite just trying to keep my mind clear. my mom cant hear my crys for help. dads never
here. people say the things we go through is alesson we have to learn. my heart starts rashing memorise start flashing. i jump up to my dresser drower. ''i cant control my mind it just wont work the way i want it to anymore'' i yelled but no one heard. i slowly opened my drower and took 3 sleeping pills. i no it kills but it also helps. it numbs the pain it numbs the thought. im not trying to kill myself god. i just want you to no! but i always had that in thought. i just want to be fixed i sigh at the thought. that this is just the begaining of my life.. i i begain to wonder whats going to happen. please god just come down and hold me tonite. cause i want to feel something real. i really dont like being this numb!
i just want to breathe!!!!!!
i just want to let go! hear me scream!!!!
gothgirl added this comment 2008-08-27 03:32:17-05:00
this is great!!:)
eloise18 added this comment 2008-08-26 05:57:57-05:00
i love the pic in the bottom left " i just want to let go! hear me scream"... and i know the numb feeling hope it's fading a lil
gothgirl added this comment 2008-08-27 03:32:17-05:00
this is great!!:)
eloise18 added this comment 2008-08-26 05:57:57-05:00
i love the pic in the bottom left " i just want to let go! hear me scream"... and i know the numb feeling hope it's fading a lil