run, run run away because you cant save me

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its reached the point of acceptance. i dont care amymore. i dont want your sympaty, i just want you dead,.gone out of my life.

story: : alone, slowly dying, tired and weak of being ''perfect'' ever feel like the world is rushing past you and u are just stuck and cant run from where you are, or like you are screaming for help but have no voice? starving for attention seems like the only way. its been 3yrs and they have not said a thing. too wraped up in there own lives... my mom wither her dog, her school, her art... my dad with his job on the island, his anger and stress... my ex friends ignore me and used me. the rents both care so much about my fucking dead-beat brother who has a part time job, still ives at home, sleeps all day excetera. they spoil him and favour him and he does dick all while i bust my ass off at school and i act like fucking suzy homemarker at home and what do i get when i am not being ''perfect'' they yell and scream and get mad w./e thats fine but they dont ever see why im depressed, why i ''act out''they just blame me and say shit like.. that im quote ''a stupid spoild selfish brat'''... they can say w/e they want. they dont know me tho .. they dont see the scars, they dont know what really goes on. . . everyone thinks my life is perfect and everything is dandy. i practically have no friends, and my family -well iv been screaming for them for so long -they just dont understand, i cant take being who they want me to be so now its too late. i dont want anything to do with them anymore. my scars show, my body aches, im weak and sometimes i want to give up but i wont, they cant control me anymore!!!! ima get away from this life, this town and create a life i want to live.... it may not be perfect and what is expected of me. . . but it will be; MY LIFE.