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Dear Diary,
-November 6th 2008 I honestly don't know anymore, sometimes i'm HAPPY sometime's im sad. It's like my life is controlling me, not the other way around. I don't like breaking down my wall to people and it's like NOBODY understands that. I'm just an simple girl, yet i'm insane for being myself? Why is it me that gets laughed at while walking, i'm not different, i stick to the normal jeans and t-shirts yet i get SCREAMED at for mistakes that other people make? Im not perfect, i know that, i never will be and i don't live to please people, but if people don't understand me and can't see how much it's killing me inside, their words, haunting me, day and night. I just, don't know what to do...
HAPPY
NOBODY
SCREAMED
-November 14th 2008 Life, it has it's ups and downs, and my life seems to be on an DOWNWARD spiril. But somehow it's been able to stand up and fight away all the sterotyping and bullying. LIFE, right now, is good. I am not going to please people, or let them get to me. When im older i'll look down on them with a SMIRK on my face showing how much better i am than some low lifes. But, i think i know the reason why i am happy. That ONE boy who just suddenly jumped into my life. I'm not close to him, nor do i adore him, he's just there, and nice. He doesn't care how i look or if i'm PERFECT he's just happy im someone he can talk to. Maybe things are looking up?
DOWNWARD
LIFE
SMIRK
ONE
PERFECT
Diary of a lover
Rescue me, from everything
-December 3rd 2008 Christmas soon! Normally around this time i would be so upset, but i seem to have grown up alot in the last month, i have come out of my shell and met some AWESOME people. Sadly that one boy got an girlfriend, but we are still really close. My new FRIENDS are like me in many ways, and it's nice helping them with their problems, since it takes the thought out of my own. This year has been tough, but i can't dwell on the past, only make my FUTURE better. So, i've decided to cut down with my diaries, maybe one a MONTH? Who knows, who cares? All i care about is now i am happy, and NOTHING can change that, peace out and MERRY CHRISTMAS xoxo
AWESOME
FRIENDS
FUTURE
MONTH?
NOTHING
MERRY CHRISTMAS
shawnajean added this comment 2008-12-06 21:21:44-06:00
awsome=D
jmroot added this comment 2008-12-06 17:24:31-06:00
thats awsome
perkymoon added this comment 2008-12-06 13:24:22-06:00
I liked this too!!
santy added this comment 2008-12-06 13:23:54-06:00
great
santy added this comment 2008-12-06 13:23:39-06:00
:)
shawnajean added this comment 2008-12-06 21:21:44-06:00
awsome=D
jmroot added this comment 2008-12-06 17:24:31-06:00
thats awsome
perkymoon added this comment 2008-12-06 13:24:22-06:00
I liked this too!!
santy added this comment 2008-12-06 13:23:54-06:00
great
santy added this comment 2008-12-06 13:23:39-06:00
:)
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