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Beautiful Disappearence
B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L In the night I search for Those all-knowing eyes No matter How much make-up I cake on You still see right through me No matter How many exscuses I make You dismiss them Cause you know something's up And that scares me I'm so used to decieving people It's new for me to have someone care I don't know how to do anything but run Always running From anyone and everything I don't know if I can do this It's so hard to break my old habits You know I'm trying But now I'm slipping back Can't you save me? My world is consuming me Every last drop It licks up, hungry for more And now it grins wickedly My blood dripping from it's fangs I'm scared to death No one knows but you They think I'm still okay But I have to be tough now I have to come out swinging No one can know How far I've fallen How much I've put myself through I don't understand How everything came undone I thought I had secured myself In my own little place Away from everybody The only one I ever let in Was you Trembling in your arms So afraid Because she's back To tell me I'm not good enough
She tells me I don't deserve you I've been bad, I need to be punished And I start to believe You're screaming to me Not to listen to her You love me But she says I can't love Monsters can't love She whispers viciously in my ear When I look in the mirror She stares out at me Meeting my gaze She pinches her thigh FAT she screams She doesn't need the food I push into her mouth She's invinceable unstoppable She can do anything With beautiful grace she moves While I trip and stumble You tell me I'm sick But you don't know Not at all I just want to be beautiful I'll do whatever it takes I must become her She's everything I'm not And I want that The doctors say I'm killing myself I need help They just don't understand No one ever understands
pinkpokadot added this comment 2011-08-19 11:35:24-05:00
Thank you
hunter128 added this comment 2011-08-19 01:06:51-05:00
like it and
angleface223 added this comment 2011-08-18 21:46:39-05:00
cool poem
xxamandaxx added this comment 2011-08-18 21:05:19-05:00
cool:)
pinkpokadot added this comment 2011-08-18 20:42:08-05:00
Thank you.
pinkpokadot added this comment 2011-08-19 11:35:24-05:00
Thank you
hunter128 added this comment 2011-08-19 01:06:51-05:00
like it and
angleface223 added this comment 2011-08-18 21:46:39-05:00
cool poem
xxamandaxx added this comment 2011-08-18 21:05:19-05:00
cool:)
pinkpokadot added this comment 2011-08-18 20:42:08-05:00
Thank you.
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