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I wish I could say the truth I wish my secrets to be just girlish things But I can show you that you sing the words but you don’t know what it means To be really hurt, to feel alone, to be kicked when you’re already down To feel like you've just been between the edge of death and life. Don’t get me wrong, I know how to smile But it doesn’t means anything because it’s all a lie, I don’t want to be the girl that never smiles I don’t want to be the girl who looks like a freak with no friends and no reason to stay alive I don’t want to be the girl that cuts herself to feel the pain that is in her heart and to enjoy that blood and the body scars, every day... I don’t want to be the alcoholic girl that can’t walk straight I don’t want to be the girl who feels fine just when she has a cigarette In her hand I don’t want to be the girl who looks so fat I don’t want to be the girl that has to put so much makeup just to hide her white nights I don’t want to be the girl who doesn’t knows how to die and finds peace when she says to herself: It will be okay...one day...but not today. Tomorrow, I won’t eat Tomorrow, I won’t drink Tomorrow, I won’t smoke Tomorrow, I won’t sleep Tomorrow, I won’t feel I said those things so many times I’ve done it But then I let it out I can’t control and I am a freak But people say words that are made to hurt me and to hurt everything Where am I suppose to find love? I can’t touch anybody because I am afraid to get hurt I don’t want to be the girl who finds no peace But even if are so many things I didn’t said, so many things I know I should share I don’t want to be who I am anymore and it’s hard to change so many bad habits cause I have nothing else left in this world I am the girl next door, that you won’t speak to I am the girl who looks like a freak and can’t walk too much because she might fall I am the girl you ignore and you may think she is too fat or too skinny I am the girl who finds no peace and no love and regrets her past even if it means one minute ago I am the girl who wants that tomorrow to come, just to believe that it will be okay I am the girl who says: I will be fine tomorrow, but not today.
Tomorrow But Not Today
gothgirl added this comment 2011-08-22 20:16:52-05:00
love this!
gothgirl added this comment 2011-08-22 20:16:52-05:00
love this!